Gabriel/Dracula are Eternal Love- by marylou_gr from the vanhelsingslash community. cheers and thanks for the colorbar!

ah, valentine's day. what a day. for some anyways. I found these of the minx's lj and since i love her icons so much i snagged a few with a comment. Un -

I'm sad so i have to go curl into the fetal position and cry in the corner now. See i finished my entry for the ficathon challenge on ChimeraCafe. Mind you at the very last minute did i actually finish it because i lost track of time. It was semi-smutty and with a good deal of plot but i had two problems post fic which are the reasons it's not sitting on the community site right now. First, i have had a headache all freaking day and so my brain's not working right and i can't figure out how use the template to post said fic. Second, the rules state that i have to have a beta reader and i couldn't find a beta because i couldn't figure out how to post the beta request because i'm slow on the uptake for lj. Did that make any sense? So i don't know what to do. It's not fair damnit. see, i even have the template filled out: Silent Confessions:SiennaLyaMalor:R:1345:Waking up in a new place is one thing; waking up in an unfamiliar place with your worst enemy looking devilishly handsome is trouble with a capital T.:language, minor, slash, lemon:Disclaimer: Harry Potter belongs to J.K. Rowling and various other companies such as Bloomsbury, Scholastics, and Warner Brothers. No money is being made and no copyright or trademark infringement is intended.This is my entry into the Chimera Caf winterficathon. I so totally didnt realize it was already the 14th so Im just squeaking by. Also, this is my first time writing slash like this so please be nice.:why why why why?! help me.

ohhhhohohhhohohoho! guess what i just realized? i'm watching CSI: Miami, episode "Slow Burn" and guess who i just realized is a guest star by the name of Mike Sheridan. oh yes, the one and only definitely fine Joe Flanigan. so happy now - absolutely cloud nine. or near to it.

hooshaaaaaa! i got an A in my film class and i just started my classes for this quarter. So i have principles of animation character and motion, animation storyboard with a lab, and a four day special topic class.... whheeeee! lots and lots of things to learn, what with those classes and work. i'm finishing my entry for the Chimera Cafe winter ficathon, working on several new stories, and editing/writing my old ones. lots to do, too little time in the day/week/month/year to do it. plus i have a rovers meeting this saturday.

I'm taking an animation film class right now in addition to working. *sigh* tomorrow's the end of the month and i'm positive it's going to be a nightmare. that in addition to having to pass up yet another NaNoWriMo kind of makes me frustrated. I almost wish i could move to Europe or Canada. Anywho, i'm writing more now but holding off on posting until i get a little more done. that way i'll be able to update semi-regularly on all my accounts. ff.net - Xelenaaff.net - TyRishafp.com - Xelenathere's more but those are the main ones toodles!

i've been very bad about writing... i thought i was back in my grove but alas no such luck. please stay as patient with me as you all have always been..... new fics do that to me - add that much more stress to the already steady level from my current ones but i'm a masochist.

mwahahahahahha. i'm an evil bitch. i'm reading all this fanfiction and ignoring my own. anywho, here's a banner announcement from my snape_potter community. Announcing: The 2006 SNARRY OLYMPICS!!POSTING BEGINS APRIL 16, 2006!Come and support your favourite Snarry authors, and their teams!

Laurel_tx pimping: (she made these - go look her site up!)

i'm a bad person. i'm putting my math hw off 'cause it's not due until wednesday. mwahahahahhaha. *evil maniacal laugh* so i just went on a quiz spree at quizilla.... wheeeeeee. so here they all are... enjoy!Dominant Personality: FearGood Traits: You don't trust easily, andyou're not gullible. People don't get thechance to take advantage of you.Bad Traits: You're paranoid. You have torelax a little, and realize that some thingsaren't worth the fear.People see you as: Paranoid, impatient, andjumpy. Others don't know why you're sountrusting, and may deem you as a freak.You're Most Like: Disappointment. You dreadwith the future holds for you. Unlikedisappointment, you haven't experienced muchrejection because you don't take risks.You Need More: Innocence. Be adventerous,and explore the world. Keep in mind that youdon't want to be fearless. It just has to be ahealthy fear. What's your dominant trait? (10 unique results) brought to you by QuizillaYour Angel is charming. Easy to talk to and makesyou feel good about your self. Don't lett thisAngel go!WING TIPE=skinny and longELEMENT=kindness COLOR=green ANIMAL=dogNAME=Davey What kind of Angel is inside of your heart ( awesome pics)changed and a new angel!!!!!! brought to you by QuizillaYour grace is what makes you beautiful. When peoplesimply see you walking, they envy your lithemovements and your "athleticprowess". You've worked hard to get there,I congratulate you! What Makes You Beautiful? brought to you by QuizillaYou are an assassin.That means you are a proffessional and do yourjob without mixing any emotions in it. In yourlife you have probably been hurt many times andhave gotten some mental scars. This results inyou being distant from people. Though manythink that you are evil, you are not. What youreally are is a person, trying to forget yourpain and past. You are the person who neverseems to care and that is why being an assassinfits you good. Atleast, that's what peoplethink. Even if you don't care that much foryour victims, you still have the ability tocare and to generally feel. It is not lost,just a little forgotten. In crowds you tend tonot get to noticed, and dress in black or otherdiscrete colours. You don't being in thespotlight and wish people would just leave youalone. But once you do get close to someone youhave a hard time letting go and get real downif you loose him/her.Main weapon: SniperQuote: "The walls we build aroundus to keep out the sadness also keep out thejoy" -Jim RohnFacial expression: Narrowed eyes What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures] brought to you by QuizillaMorpheus ?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ?? brought to you by QuizillaPeople see sadness in your eyes. You seem to behurt deeply. You may be unhappy because you arealone or feel like no one cares about you. Orit may be because something very awful hashappened to you. Whatever the cause, you gothrough each day just waiting for night to comewith sweet relief in the form of your dreams.But you may have even lost hope in your dreams.Chin up. Things should get better for you andthere is always at least one person who caresabout you. Have hope.(Image copyrighted toTasuki-no-Miko of deviantART) What can people see in your eyes?(great ANIME pics)((IMPROVED!!!)) brought to you by QuizillaYour a goth. Your happy being you and you dont careif guys are attracted to you! Then why are youdoing this quiz? ehehehhe Are guys attracted to you? brought to you by QuizillaYou can sense the weather. Every night, before yougo to sleep, you can sense what the weather isgoing to be like the next day. You can't saythe exact temperature, but you can tell if it'sgonna be hot, cold, rainy, snowing, anythinglike that. If you had a 6th sense, what would it be? (pics) brought to you by QuizillaYou're fated to have a Dark love.Probably a lover of things gothic, you'reartistic and original. Although you are a lonerand independent to a fault, all you will needis him, and he will feel the same...Please rate aaaaand... eat chocolate bars?*cough*rate*cough* ^^ What Love are you Fated for? ~AWESOME anime pics!~ brought to you by QuizillaNimue. What name is best for you? brought to you by QuizillaYour soul angel is...broken.you've been hurt to many times to count and havebeen shattered to pieces. The pain you feel isunbearable but you still wear your angel wingswith pride, maybe one day you'll learn to trustagain...one day...Quote:"My heart is nothing but dust, due tothe many times it has been broken" What is your Soul-Angel? (girls only) brought to you by Quizillayour an earth nymph! you love animals, and you feelmost comfortable around them. you are probablya little shy around people, so some see you asdistant. your also very intelligent, and youlove to read. what would you be in a fantasy world? (amazing pics!) brought to you by Quizilla

i have a new one. It's the John Sheppard fanlisting, for the hot man from Stargate Atlantis, and it's called Speed. Speed :: John Sheppard

dude. i give up. i just can't get it right. here, have fun. a little clip from my ynm fic. (which will be posted sometime soon) My Fanfiction.Net profileA rose bush rustled to his right, next to the stairs, and he scanned the area around him, searching for something, someone. Nothing came towards him and Tsuzuki closed his vibrant eyes, taking a deep breath and trying to calm down. He looked for a bench and spotted one near said bush. He sat down on it and covered his face with his hands.

oooooo. that makes me mad. i did all that work and i can't even get the stupid pictures to come up.kitsune_rei did the icon by the way. ^_^ Kitsune_Rei's website

okay so i'm kind of frustrated at this point. i was stoked to upload the buttons for the fanlistings i've joined onto the server but now i can't figure out how to get them onto my actual journal. damnit all! so i'm going to do the next best thing - type the links. yeah. at least then they're there in some form. oh, and if you're one of the people who runs one of the listings i joined, please email me and tell me if you know how i can get the pictures on the actual site and not just in the gallery. They're in the gallery right now because i'm only webpage development semi-literate. i'm not claiming them as my own, i'm just a little rusty in the webpage picture dept. ARGH! Mpreg fanlisting: http://evilasylum.com/fan/mpreg Harry Draco Adult fanfiction fanlisting: http://legilimens.org/hda Voldemort fanlisting: http://fans.seventh-sin.org/voldemort Harry Draco Slash fanfiction fanlisting: http://fan.untried.net/hd Asami fanlisting: http://aquarel.org/asami/ Yaoi fanlisting: http://yaoi.shisaite.net/ Remus/Sirius fanlisting: http://fan.17thstreet.net/rxs Slash fanfiction fanlisting: http://fan.geekish.net/slash/ Iason Mink fanlisting: http://www.beautiful-beast.net/Iason/ Harry/Lucius fanlisting: http://forsaken-faith.org/aaRestrictingSection.org fanlisting: http://www.blondetiger.net/rsorg/ HP Gay Relationships: http://www.oxymore.org/open/ Severus Snape fanlisting: http://legilimens.org/paradox/ Harry Draco fanlisting: http://forces-of-insanity.com/hush/ Voldemort/Harry fanlisting: http://www.portfelia.com/charming/ Riki fanlisting: http://www.beautfiul-beast.net/Riki/ Hermione fanlisting: http://be-merry.org/hermione/I think that's it. So far anyways. HAHAHA.

so i've been having issues getting myself to write more on my chapters. I've lost my inspirations. On the other hand, i've been doing a lot of reading, manga and fanfiction. Original too. i think i might post the beginning of my Yami no Matsuei fic here too. From now on i might also post teasers from chapters to see what people think. The link below are two new fanlistings i joined. Go see! (if it suits you...)http://slash.fly-casual.org/http://www.salishna.net/hp

i've decided that i truly have no life. i spend hours in front of this computer. then again, if i'm not at work or school, i'm either out with friends or doing something on this laptop. at any rate, i do believe that since i've procrastinated for so very long that i'm going to HAVE to work on at least three of my stories. it's just not fair to myself or my readers. so, here i go... *stares at black hole* this might hurt.

so i've been lazy. sue me. i just lost my job and the bosses are trying to act like i quit. but then again, maybe i did quit. i was sick for two days and i wasn't able to actually talk to anyone... maybe that was my bad. oh well. didn't like the job anymore anyways. i've decided to join a couple of communities although i'm not approved for one of them yet. anyways, probably next month i'm gonna update to a paid account so i'll have access to more features.

Which Member of the Endless Are You?I took an Endless Quiz! i got Morpheus! Yes! anyways, i really hope that all my readers haven't given up on me.... pooh, i haven't updated in so long. anyways, i like quizzes- quizzes are good. Quizilla has so many. i'm happy. Contrary to my public persona's mood.

Nerdslut What's your sexual appeal? brought to you by Quizillayou have for urself a pure thug...damn they are thebest! What kind of Boy friend do you need? brought to you by QuizillaGoddess of the Night. Beautiful yet a strangedarkness and sadness lurk about you. What element would you rein over? (For Girls) brought to you by Quizilla

sorry i've been so lazy. well, it's not actually being lazy. since i got out of school, i've had no internet on MY computer which dampens my ability to update. and the last few weeks of school were really really hectic. please forgive. gomen nasai. i love you all. anyways, i'll be updating my stories soon.